May 2013
you’ve always wanted to see me grow
but he thinks the ways for me to grow,
are to pluck at my leaves
rather than nurture my seed
he is not worried at all
and I’m just here, being all that he needs.
and he is just here to get shade from a tree
just taking in my oxygen
and you, you are just trying to help.. from a distance.
April 2013
the beginning will be here sooner than you think..
patience and manifestations
as I’m detailing touches, it’s almost time. noticing how close I am to being there to put out my art..
and I’m growing overwhelmed, growing impatient, becoming restless. I am overwhelmed with my own art. it is not too much to handle, it’s too much to keep it to myself for any longer than I have. I have this bursting urge to give it to everyone now, the impatience to...
my prediction, overtime,
is that the songs will just get sadder.
the sighs after a verse will just get deeper.
the words will just get even harder to understand.
and the music will just be up to anyone’s interpretation.
it will be whatever you want it to be.
it’s your’s.
take me as you are.
beauty is hard to fathom.. my eyes tell me immediately, almost without blinking, what is beautiful and what is not. yet, if I have a conversation with someone, their beauty can rise or deplete depending on how it goes. I can look in the mirror some days and decide that I am the most beautiful thing walking purely based on how well I can have a conversation with someone, mingle my words, make...
March 2013
whoarei asked: you are going to be big one day. i cant wait, its great because i know you are going to spread love with your music. im excited
I refuse to believe that others don’t feel like they don’t want to be here. at times I have a strong urge to live, and most times I feel very rebellious to be anything other than matter. I know a lot of humans feel it and refuse to give it validity. this is my best year, I love it. I love that I am doing what my heart desires. I don’t want to kill myself; just sometimes I...
