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have you ever felt so lonely that you want to force yourself to like someone back that’s into you but you just can’t

yeah

that’s my life

I met these women today, who it seemed, were breathing different air than I was. Like I was unknowingly breathing in this toxic, negative energy for most of my life and them, this overwhelmingly tranquil air that I could not obtain by simply standing in their presence. You know, you can spot inner peace from a mile away and when you cross paths with people like this, the desire to tell them is unbearable. I didn’t say much more than that every part of them was beautiful, but I wanted to know their secret. I wanted to know what it was. I wanted to know it more than I wanted to know myself.. but I kept the questions to myself as they are abnormal and taken as obscene. One of the women walked back into my store and handed me a card about her lifestyle and to contact her.. and now I’m fumbling the card between my fingers. Sometimes, you don’t have to ask for help because the universe knows.